[Oe List ...] Do Good Intentions Make Up for Collateral Damage?

Mon Jun 30 07:00:09 PDT 2025

Through the building. I realized they were angry and that they thought
their parents dumped them. When I was assigned overseas with my three kids,
I made the decision that they would never go into the student house. My
wife had the opposite opinion and although I won, my wife never forgave me.
I did not have the information that you shared. You have brought to mind my
own journey and I realize how courageous you are. I see you as a person of
high integrity.

On Mon, Jun 30, 2025, 8:57 AM Ed Feldmanis <edfeldmanis at gmail.com> wrote:

> I am saddened by your report, Shelly. I know you had to endure more than
> any kid should. You needed to be protected but got thrown into harm's Way.
> I have to say that many of us, me included, we're so busy in the day-to-day
> work that we did not know what was going on. My first clue was listening to
> some of the teenagers. Who were meandering
>
> On Mon, Jun 30, 2025, 8:34 AM Blase Sands via OE <oe at lists.wedgeblade.net>
> wrote:
>
>> Thank you, Don!
>>
>> Get Outlook for iOS <https://aka.ms/o0ukef>
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>> *From:* OE <oe-bounces at lists.wedgeblade.net> on behalf of Don Bushman
>> via OE <oe at lists.wedgeblade.net>
>> *Sent:* Sunday, June 29, 2025 6:10:05 PM
>> *To:* Order Ecumenical Community <oe at lists.wedgeblade.net>
>> *Cc:* Don Bushman <onedonbushman at gmail.com>
>> *Subject:* Re: [Oe List ...] Do Good Intentions Make Up for Collateral
>> Damage?
>>
>>
>> Shelley, thank you for speaking up. No one should have to endure what you
>> experienced. I believe you.
>>
>> What you shared is a painful reminder of how abuse hides inside
>> communities—even those built on service, spirit, and trust. For too long,
>> many of us failed to see it. Or chose not to look closely. I was one of
>> them.
>>
>> I used to think that because we prayed, planned, and cared deeply, we
>> were immune to the failings of other institutions. We weren’t. And I didn’t
>> ask the hard questions soon enough.
>>
>> I now see how essential it is to create real safety and accountability,
>> not just good intentions. I can’t change the past, but I can listen more
>> fully now—and speak more plainly when truth needs a witness.
>>
>> Your voice matters. I’m grateful you used it here.
>>
>> Don Bushman
>>
>> 828-292-9696
>>
>>
>>
>> On Sun, Jun 29, 2025 at 4:58 PM Mari Crocker via OE <
>> oe at lists.wedgeblade.net> wrote:
>>
>> Dear Shelley,
>>
>> OMG, I was stunned to read what you, at age 11, encountered at the hands
>> of someone the Order had then assigned as First Prior.
>>
>> I just read David Marshall’s book from cover to cover, and deeply
>> appreciated his honesty, his “author’s voice” as a youth.  But also
>> appreciated his research grounding from archives documents that clearly
>> would not have been available to him at that youthful time.
>>
>> For example, the 24 OE Operating Principles had not been “codified” until
>> 1976 when the Global Panchayat , of which I was a member,  was charged by
>> JWM to write the Polity Document.  And in that work, we sifted through our
>> collective living experience to name those 24.  Who knows, there may have
>> been more?
>>
>> What you put forth in your email is so very important for all of us who
>> lived into this experiment with passion and intentionality to hear:  *this
>> was not anywhere close to being acceptable.*
>>
>> I’m not sure where I was when you were 11, but I may have been in
>> Singapore, birthing my twins, or doing ITIs in Ethiopia or HDTSs in India.
>> But *I am horrified that you experienced that.*
>>
>> Yes, I need you to tell us more, because “secrets” seem to have been kept
>> that even during our 2000 Reunion, were never put to rest.
>>
>> With love and respect,
>>
>> Marilyn
>>
>> On Jun 29, 2025, at 5:51 PM, Shelley Hahn via OE <oe at lists.wedgeblade.net>
>> wrote:
>>
>> This is an interesting intellectual,  hypothetical, philosophical
>> discussion.
>>
>> If you want to hear from someone who was sent at age 11 to a religious
>> house with a pedophile as a First Prior, DM me.
>>
>> Shelley Hahn
>>
>> On Sun, Jun 29, 2025, 2:28 PM Cheryl Hood via OE <oe at lists.wedgeblade.net>
>> wrote:
>>
>> What we should remember is that ALL forms of child-rearing are
>> experimental. The real purpose of procreation is to produce the speciman
>> who will survive and (hopefully) help the planet survive in the process.
>>
>> Do we think that the individualized personal preening and pruning that is
>> currently in vogue will produce a better generation?
>>
>> I'm not rationalizing or excusing the results or the Order's Family
>> experiment; just pointing out that, as an experiment, it was no further off
>> the mark than many other popular theories today.
>>
>> And, that, yes, as Bill and Randy point out: Everything produces
>> collateral damage.
>>
>> Cheryl Hood
>>
>> On Sat, Jun 28, 2025 at 2:27 PM Bill Schlesinger via OE <
>> oe at lists.wedgeblade.net> wrote:
>>
>> HRN described the social pioneering function of ‘church’ as the
>> ‘sensitive and responsive part of every institution’ that repented when it
>> became aware of innocent suffering, changed its own use, and leads society
>> in the act of repentance.  That was the ‘radical demonstration of faith.’
>>
>>
>>
>> Discovering innocent suffering in our systems is a constant process.  I
>> remember when one of us went into the data system we had at the time to
>> replace all the male gender language in our songs.  We’ve discovered and
>> turned our back on homophobia (JWM had a hard time with that one), and the
>> treatment of children (ours and others) is no different.  It is a constant
>> process.
>>
>>
>>
>> I have found ‘My Grandmother’s Hands’ (Thriftbooks if you don’t want
>> Amazon) helpful on concrete ways of understanding and repenting of white
>> supremacy privilege.
>>
>>
>>
>> Metanoia – the Greek word we translate as ‘repentance’ – literally
>> translates as ‘new mind.’  It isn’t being guilty or sorry.  It’s doing the
>> change that HRN discusses.  It’s helpful to revisit damage done, but the
>> ‘test’ is how it translates to change in valuing our children and
>> developing and supporting ways to care for them that – inevitably – will be
>> part of future discoveries of innocent suffering.
>>
>>
>>
>> Carol and I talk with Don Bushman – a point of difference is my embracing
>> of a really conservative theological concept – ‘TULIP.”  T – Total
>> Depravity.  Everybody’s screwed up.  Deal with it.  U – Unconditional
>> Election. No matter how screwed up we are, we’re still called to be
>> responsible.  L- Limited Atonement.  Some people ‘get it.’  Some don’t.
>> And you can’t tell the difference.  I – irresistible Grace.  We are all
>> beloved.  P – Perseverance of the Saints.  Once you wake up, you can’t go
>> back to sleep.  You can do a lot of damage to yourself and others, but you
>> can’t go back to sleep.
>>
>>
>>
>> FWIW.
>>
>>
>>
>> Bill
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>> *From:* Randy Williams <randycw1938 at gmail.com>
>> *Sent:* Saturday, June 28, 2025 2:36 PM
>> *To:* Order Ecumenical Community <oe at lists.wedgeblade.net>
>> *Cc:* Order Ecumenical Community <oe at lists.wedgeblade.net>; William
>> Schlesinger <w.schlesinger at pvida.net>
>> *Subject:* Re: [Oe List ...] Do Good Intentions Make Up for Collateral
>> Damage?
>>
>>
>>
>> Bill, that’s a good question, and my answer is, probably not. So maybe
>> the difference is whether the “thing” — organization, movement, community
>> or whatever — acknowledges the collateral damage it causes, tries to stop
>> it or at least minimize it, and then how it talks about, i.e., the story it
>> tells about it, to itself and to others. And finally, how the story stacks
>> up against the truth. If it doesn’t, then my guess is, the “thing” has some
>> issues. Two examples I would use are the loss of credibility the Catholic
>> Church has experienced over its denial of the sexual abuse, and the fact
>> that the MAGA movement, if that’s what it is, is largely based on a lie and
>> therefore has never had any credibility to lose outside its own adherents.
>> What all this says about or has to do with the O:E, EI, ICA is something to
>> ponder.
>>
>> Randy Williams
>>
>>
>>
>> On Jun 28, 2025, at 3:50 PM, William Schlesinger via OE <
>> oe at lists.wedgeblade.net> wrote:
>>
>> 
>>
>> Is there anything that doesn't do collateral damage?
>>
>>
>>
>> Bill Schlesinger
>>
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>> On Sat, Jun 28, 2025, 1:42 PM David Marshall via OE <
>> oe at lists.wedgeblade.net> wrote:
>>
>> Former Order: Ecumenical & Ecumencal Institute Colleagues,
>>
>>
>>
>> Early IRON BOY readers (paperback & ebook published on Amazon on 6/15/25)
>> have asked me about this. In response, I just published my CULTS article on
>> Substack. I imagine this will rub some folks on both sides of the aisle the
>> wrong way, but it's my truth. It's too long (five pages) to publish here or
>> on Facebook, so if you read it and have comments, you can either do so on
>> Substack or on this more private thread. Thank you.
>>
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