From
Gordon
Beloved
Colleagues --
Few
of us, as the end of life approaches, get the chance to speak directly to
anything like our whole community. It appears that I have that
opportunity, and I’m taking advantage of it.
Last week, after two months of medical testing to find out what had suddenly
landed on me and drained me of my strength and usual energy, Roxana and I got
the diagnosis. It’s a rare form of fairly fast moving (typically two months
to two years) leukemia, called CMML.
There’s little to be done to treat it, especially in someone my age (about to be
79). I'm getting good medical care and have a fine local support
community here
in Seattle.
First of all, I want you all to know that I am at peace with this, as is
Roxana. My life--is good**
inpart because of you--has been rich, crazy, wonder-filled and a unique
and unrepeatable journey with the Mystery. And no one knows better than
you and I how to celebrate both our being here and the completion of our
journeys.
I am taking this rare chance to express to all of you how much you’ve meant to
me over the years--as the amazing collection of individual nobodies we are that
rode out like the Man of La Mancha to throw our beings into the challenge of
bending history. More than that, you all contributed your own weird and
special gifts, neuroses and idiosyncrasies to the makeup of our corporate life
and community, all over the world. Without you, there’d never have been
such a community; so thank you, thank you, thank you.
I hope to be able to chat with at least some of you individually or collectively
over the time remaining to me, through one of the dizzying array of
communication tools at hand today, and give you a little abuse. (What else would
you expect from me? And please--do return the favor.) We’ll see how things work
out. In the meantime, this note will have to stand for my salute to all of
you, my heartfelt gratitude for your having been and continuing to be who you
are and for that remarkable webbing and mission that connects us.
The Peace of God is yours this day----
Gordon
A former Order Member responds:
Gordon,
I
salute you right back, sir. You’ve always struck me as a gentle intellectual
giant and for the contributions of mind and heart you have made to our movement,
I give thanks and celebrate a life well and fully lived. Thank you for reaching
out, letting us know what is going on and giving us all a chance to to be with
you in these final days.
Monrovia, Liberia
Just another child
of God
**Good as it is use here is
not moralistic. Rather, it is an ontological statement representing "The Way
Life Is" (TWLI). Gordon and I could have an interesting dialogue regarding
this point. Gordon, you will be missed.
Bill