Christianity as a Nondual Spiritual Path
Essay by Kevin G. Thew Forrester, Ph.D.
April 5, 2018
I am who I am. (Ex.3.14)
…our heart is restless until it finds its rest in thee. (Augustine, Confessions)
God’s ground is my ground, and my ground is God’s ground. (Eckhart)
As Moses climbs the mountain, he arrives at his soul’s summit out of breath, bone-weary, and hungry; hungry to know the truth of what it is he searches for. He is an embodiment of humanity’s search for the truth of its Being. Lungs burning and on fire from the exertion, he is bent over in exhaustion and gasping for air to fill his body and satisfy his pounding heart. Alone on the mountain he breathes and breathes and breathes. Slowly the awareness begins to arise – not from above and not from out of the blue – but from within his own hungry breathing and pulsating body; with each breath in and with each breath out, consciousness clears and ever so gradually perceives what is fundamentally true about him: I am who I am. I am – he breaths in, who I am – he breaths out. Over and again. Each breath is new, and yet each reveals the same abiding truth: I am – he breaths in, who I am – he breaths out.
In and through Moses we have perhaps the most pivotal Jewish experience, and thus revelation, in the Hebrew scriptures. The name of the ground of reality, which is the name of God and the name of Moses (which means your name and my name), is I am who I am. In this primordial human experience is the realization of no separation, no boundary. Being is the boundless ocean from which all arises. These deep waters are the font from which flows forth the nondual spiritual path within Christianity.
Over the past year in my columns I have repeatedly spoken about the boundless nature of Being – particularly the quality of boundless love. The significance of the quality of boundlessness is that Being by its very nature is without division or separation. To be sure, there are infinite distinctions within Being, but no separation. The primordial waters give rise to an infinite variety of waves, but each and every ripple embodies and expresses the boundless ocean. Such is the nature of grace.
I am aware that nonduality is not a term original to Jewish, Christian, or Muslim spirituality. However, nonduality captures beautifully and accurately the abiding truth of which I’m speaking and of which Eckhart spoke when he declared without ambiguity that God’s ground is my ground, and my ground is God’s ground. Eckhart searched within the budding German vocabulary he himself was helping to create to give adequate voice to mystical experience. (Not only his experience but that of Marguerite Porete and of the mystical Beguines.) Beyond God, he said, was the Godhead, that mystery into which all disappears and from which all that is flows. Godhead was Eckhart’s way of trying to describe the mystery of boundless oceanic Being that is indivisible and from which all spontaneously arises moment-to-moment.
The importance of realizing Christianity as a nondual spiritual path is that it frees our souls to continue their natural maturation in Spirit by honoring, attending to, and coming to understand the actual experiences of this life. We can slowly begin to realize that the essential qualities we long to experience – such as compassion, strength, peace – are of the very fabric of our Being. Perhaps above all, we can discover the freedom of being alone as Being because we no longer search out there for something else to save us from our true selves. We are always already of Being.
Our longing, therefore, is even deeper than that expressed in the heartful cry of Augustine. For with Augustine, God, however beautiful and potentially satisfying, remains an “object” of desire. It really doesn’t matter if the object be far or near, it is still an object. For Augustine, and much of the west that lives and thinks in the wake of his theology, God remains a holy object not only distinct from, but separate from, us and all creation. Creator and creation remain essentially different, disparate, realities.
But the soul’s longing is for the most intimate truth of who she essentially is: Being is her essence, her ground, her reality. She and the mystery of Being are one, not two. She longs to perceive this truth of her own Being immediately and directly. She is a wave – beautiful and unrepeatable – of the one Ocean. She is grace. This experience wherein we taste the truth of our origin and of our nature – which is the experience of Moses on the mountain – alone satisfies the hungry heart (which is another way to speak of the soul) and is the true meaning of faith. Faith is our personal and direct experience of what is really real. Faith is our taste of the water of Being that is life itself. Faith then draws the soul forth in growth to realize ever more fully in her life – in all that she does – this essential truth of who she is.
This means that a nondual Christianity is a transtheistic Christianity, which is to say a Christianity able to embrace and transcend conventional theism. There is no need to discard or devalue. But there is a need to perceive truly and fully. Christianity’s own origin contains an evolutionary thrust propelling it beyond theism, beyond a god who is an object. When the Jesus of John’s gospel exclaims that I and the Father are one, this is an epiphany of the heart. The heart of Jesus and the heart of Being are of one Ground, one Reality. Jesus is a beautiful Jewish wave of the ocean of Being. But the gospel of Thomas pleads with us to realize that what is true of Jesus is true of every human being. The realization of the truth of who we are by its nature dissolves god as an object of belief. We begin to realize that the very term God – if it is to be invoked at all – is best understood and utilized as a poetic way for speaking of the boundlessly gracious quality, which is to say the loving giftedness, of the very fabric of life.
Christianity as a nondual spiritual path has far reaching ramifications. Let me briefly note one. For liturgical Christian traditions, such as my own, a period such as Lent is transformed into a season of transfiguration much like that enjoined by the nondual mystics (or hesychasts) of the Orthodox tradition. We are all too often held in bondage (Exodus) by our belief in a god who is other – held hostage in our ritual, our prayer, our song. Lent can be a season of spiritual purification, which has nothing to do with morality, but with soulful clarification. Eckhart implores us to let go of all our concepts and language about God because they become fixations and idols of the mind. In the language of Buddhism, we get lost in the land of forms. Within a nondual Christian spirituality, Lent becomes a seasonal reminder calling us to return to the liquid land of our soul; a land flowing easily upon the river’s breath of the truth that I am who I am.
~ Kevin G. Thew Forrester, Ph.D.
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About the Author
Kevin G. Thew Forrester, Ph.D. is an Episcopal priest, a student of the Diamond Approach for over a decade, as well as a certified teacher of the Enneagram in the Narrative Tradition. He is the founder of the Healing Arts Center of St. Paul’s Church in Marquette, Michigan, and the author of five books, including “I Have Called You Friends“, “Holding Beauty in My Soul’s Arms“, and “My Heart is a Raging Volcano of Love for You” and “Beyond my Wants, Beyond my Fears: The Soul’s Journey into the Heartland“.
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