A Conversation with John Shuck:
Part 1 “On Being an Atheist in the Pulpit”
 Essay by Rev. David Felten on May 10, 2018
The following is taken from an interview with the Rev.
John Shuck on April 3, 2018. Recorded in an
out-of-the-way corner at Portland’s famed Powell’s
Books, it has been edited for length and thematic focus.
David Felten:.. Tell me about coming out as an atheist.
John Shuck:.. Well, that’s been a process – but I would blame it on religious education at seminary.
David Felten:.. That’s what people fear the most.
John Shuck:.. That’s exactly it. Don’t send people to seminary if you don’t want ministers to come back and talk about stuff. I went to Princeton, which is no liberal bastion. It’s basically a neo-orthodox school of Barth studies, right? But it was there that I learned about the historical critical method of reading the bible – and once you go there, once you actually learn it, appreciate it, and aren’t just fighting it, everything suddenly comes into question at the literal level.
David Felten:.. So, you then come down from the ivory tower into the welcoming arms of a congregation that wanted to hear all about historical, critical thinking.
John Shuck:.. Well, oddly enough, I did not. I started in 1992 at a congregation where I followed a fairly conservative minister. But within two years, the Jesus Seminar was featured on the cover of Time magazine and US News and it was church members who introduced me to John Dominic Crossan’s Jesus: A Revolutionary Biography. So, this popularized version of the historical Jesus was actually introduced to me by a church member who said, “Think about this.” I remember talking to my colleagues within the Presbytery and most of them were freaked out about it or dismissive: “Well, you know that isn’t that big a deal.”
David Felten:.. They didn’t like it.
John Shuck: They felt like it was a problem to be solved. But for me, it was the coolest thing ever.
David Felten:.. Click here to read online and to share your thoughts It was an adventure to be had.
John Shuck:.. Yes. So, I said to the congregation, “This is what’s up” and asked, “What do you think about this?” I can’t say all, but many of them really liked it and appreciated it. What I remember saying way back then, in ’94, was, “As ministers, we’re really not supposed to say this stuff in church. We’re supposed to encourage you in faith, but I think you deserve to know what scholarship is about.”
David Felten:.. Being a little subversive?
John Shuck:.. Yeah. It is. My experience of people in church is that not everybody appreciates it, but there’s a group that genuinely appreciates this scholarship and finds it a way to strengthen their faith. I think the biggest thing I had to say was, “This isn’t necessarily the end of the road. It isn’t to the deep abyss of nothingness. You come out on the other side in some form or another.”
David Felten:.. Maybe the ambiguity of “some form or another” is what people are afraid of. After all, you’ve come out the other side as an atheist. How have you come to live that out? Is there a particular way you describe your atheism?
John Shuck:.. It’s a funny term, “atheist.” What does it mean? Well, the most precise definition of “theism” is believing in a supernatural God. I don’t. It may not be a technical definition, but I’m a person who does not put a lot of credibility in or care that much about supernatural things.
David Felten:.. What’s the difference between a humanist, a non-theist, and an atheist?
John Shuck:.. For practical purposes, I think they’re all the same thing. But I call myself a “Christian Atheist” because, in part, it’s so marvelously jarring. I think people have more of an acceptance of “Jewish Atheist” because there’s an ethnicity involved with being Jewish. But people have a hard time with “Christian Atheist.” I like Christianity, but I treat the symbols and ethics of Christianity from a humanist or natural point of view. In other words, I see all the stories of Christianity as human products of cultural evolution.
David Felten:.. Awhile back, there was a bit of a dust-up over a column you wrote for “The Friendly Atheist” blog. How did that all come about and what was the reaction?
John Shuck:.. It started back when I was in my previous church in Elizabethton, Tennessee. An article came out in our denominational publication, Presbyterians Today, that asked, “What do Presbyterians believe?” I looked through it all and said, “I don’t believe any of this.” I really don’t. All of these things: The Trinity, of Jesus being a certain way. I thought, “I’m just going to write down what I believe.” So, I wrote a blog post about things that I felt were true. For example, evolutionary science is true. The bible is human product. Jesus may have been an historical figure but most of the stories about him are legends. God is a symbolic name that we use for things we don’t understand or can’t grasp. I wrote that article and it raised a lot of heck. It got the Layman Magazine and other conservatives all upset and, as usual, they wanted to get me out of the denomination in some form or another.
That eventually kind of went its way before I moved to Oregon. Then Hemant Mehta of “The Friendly Atheist” got wind of it and asked me to write a column for him and so I did. The title he chose and I ended up agreeing with was, “ I’m a Presbyterian Minister Who Doesn’t Believe in God.” That really wasn’t the focus of it, but that was the title and I understand how titles work. The real focus was, and the point I would still make, is, can we have a beliefless Christianity? Can we have a Christianity that isn’t focused on believing things, on reciting creeds? That was the value system I wanted to put out there: a beyond-belief kind of thing.
Anyway, that got picked up by conservative media and kind of went all over the place. We ended up having protestors at our church. Coincidentally, an article came out about my congregation at Southminster because the Presbyterian denomination just passed marriage equality. So right at the same time, the same week, we had an article about marriage equality and how our congregation had been helpful in that. When the protesters came, I wasn’t really sure which article they were upset about.
“Portland’s Free Preachers” filmed themselves yelling at people about their minister not believing in God and “you’re a bunch of homos!” and all this stuff. They were even yelling at our kids. It was an awful experience. The pastor at a neighboring church confronted them and said, “Hey you guys, this isn’t the way to do Jesus.” So, they went and yelled at his church, too. This was all within just two or three months of being at Southminster!
Anyway, it was Palm Sunday, which was nice, because I could use the protest as a sermon illustration of how confusing protests are and how sometimes you’re on one side, and sometimes you’re on another.
David Felten:.. And you’re still at Southminster.
John Shuck:.. Yes. I had to deal with all that with the church and I think I lost a few people. But, I actually gained a lot of respect. When people actually read the “Friendly Atheist” article, they realized, “Oh, I see what he’s saying,” and it really isn’t that radical. I was simply saying about Christianity what conservatives say about other religions: everyone else’s religion is mythology, but we would never say that about our religion, right? Our religion is “true.”
David Felten:.. Speaking of other religions, Southminster is across the street from an Islamic Center with which you’ve established a relationship. What do they think about you being out on the ragged edge of Presbyterianism?
John Shuck:.. I don’t know what they think about it. We have another Presbyterian congregation on the same corner. It’s Presbyterian Church of America. Very conservative.
They also have a dialog with the Islamic Center and, on one level, it’s probably a cleaner dialog because they’re both fighting over which version of God is “right.” I personally don’t care. I’m mostly into it for the social, political, theological big picture thing. I really don’t know what they feel about that, but I think they appreciate that we’re very much interested in having this relationship and a community with them. Islamophobia is hugely on the rise right now. Anti-Semitism is too, but especially since 9/11 (and now the Trump thing) Islamophobia has increased. That’s what we’re helping to put a stop to.
David Felten:.. Tell me about your experience with colleagues with whom you’ve had conversations along the lines of what we’ve been talking about today. What goes through the mind or heart of clergy who are struggling with being honest about where they’ve come to theologically? What have you heard from people about roadblocks?
John Shuck:.. First of all, I know it’s hard. This isn’t my first go-around with conflict – with either fellow clergy or others from the Right. So, I’m kind of used to it. It doesn’t scare me – and it can be scary. I mean, I have great sympathy for ministers who, for the most part, aren’t out there fighting battles. They’re trying to take care of their congregations, do their thing. When they see these people (on the right) who are policing the system and coming down hard on non-conformists, it’s intimidating.
David Felten:.. It makes you not want to be vulnerable that way.
John Shuck:.. Right. So, my role has become being one who says to the right wing, “You are not going to get away with silencing the rest of us.” That’s not always been my role – and maybe it hasn’t been enough – but I’m going to push back at the Right and say, “No. You don’t get away with that.”
David Felten:.. Would you say it’s more shaming or bullying – or both?
John Shuck:.. It’s a silencing. It’s an attempt to threaten people into silence with, “You can’t say this or you’re not Christian anymore – and we’ll belittle you in any way we can.” Ten or fifteen years ago it used to be really hard in our denomination – Presbyterians and all of the heresy business. My feeling was then as it is now: “You can’t get away with that.”
Sometimes, when I’m being a little cheeky with people who probably think like me but don’t want to say anything, I’ll say, “I think we’ve got to be honest with what we’re saying. What do we mean when we talk about resurrection? Do you really think that there’s a body that rose out of a tomb? If not, then say what you think it is.” We’ve been given so much double language to use. We’ve been trained to be able to talk about it in ways that don’t actually tell the truth. I think we’re paying the price for that.
David Felten:.. People know when we’re not being honest.
John Shuck:.. Yeah. And I think the modern new atheist movement is calling the Church out on that. That’s why Dawkins and Dennett and those guys ask, “What are you guys really saying?” From my perspective, they are calling us to be forthright and I think that’s a good thing.
David Felten:.. A pastor being forthright?!
John Shuck:.. Well, what’s a pastor to do? Help support the “truth” as it’s been received in the community? Or, is it about helping people discover what is true? Those two aren’t necessarily the same things. There’s a ceiling there. You can say truth, truth, truth – but when it hits the ceiling of creed, where you can’t go beyond a certain point, I think that ceiling needs to be broken down.
David Felten:.. There are a lot of folks who think that if that ceiling is shattered, it means the end of everything for Christianity as we know it.
John Shuck:.. I don’t think it’s the end of everything if that happens. There’s a great fear that if that happens, then the whole thing goes to hell, but I don’t see that being the case. I think it takes different shapes, but it doesn’t have to be the end of church.
David Felten:.. That might not be a bad thing.
John Shuck:.. You know, if the church ends, okay. The point is that the church isn’t the point. The point is truth and goodness. That’s got to continue.
~ Rev. David Felten with Rev. John Shuck
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About John Shuck:
Once a professional radio announcer at stations in Boise and Seattle, Rev. Shuck has served as a Presbyterian pastor for 25 years. Through his blog, Shuck and Jive, John became known in Northeast Tennessee and Southwest Virginia as the “ Radical Reverend.” His popularity (infamy?) lead to the development of his podcast, Religion for Life, which began broadcasting in 2012.
Now moved to Oregon, John is the full-time pastor at Southminster Presbyterian Church in Beaverton, Oregon. He currently hosts the radio program/podcast, “ The Beloved Community” on KBOO FM in Portland, Oregon. Since 2012, John has interviewed over 250 authors, scholars, and activists about social justice issues, religious scholarship, politics, sex, science, and more. The internet version of The Beloved Community, Progressive Spirit, can be subscribed to on iTunes and Podomatic. Be sure to visit John’s website by clicking HERE
About the Author
Rev. David M. Felten is a full-time pastor at The Fountains, a United Methodist Church in Fountain Hills, Arizona. David and fellow United Methodist Pastor, Jeff Procter-Murphy, are the creators of the DVD-based discussion series for Progressive Christians, “ Living the Questions”.
David and his wife Laura, an administrator for a large Arizona public school district, live in Phoenix with their three often adorable children.
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