[Oe List ...] A short meditation on new life

[ML Jones]

Thank you for your kind sharing. Reminds me of Skippy and Lady who were
dear friends, Mary Laura

Mary Laura Jones
Grants Resource Development Consultant
53599 Pulver Road
Three Rivers, MI 49093
cell: 773 636-2022
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On Tue, Mar 4, 2025 at 10:42 AM Linda and Milan Hamilton via OE <
oe at lists.wedgeblade.net> wrote:

> They worm their way into our hearts and leave a hole when they leave us.
> Milan
> Sent from my iPhone
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> On Mar 3, 2025, at 10:24 PM, PAUL SCHRIJNEN via OE <
> oe at lists.wedgeblade.net> wrote:
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> Thank you David,
>
> The tears and wonder of grief.
>
> Paul
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> On 4 Mar 2025, at 00:01, David Dunn via OE <oe at lists.wedgeblade.net>
> wrote:
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> *Tiny Animals*
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> I bring four Animal Crackers with me into the study, pick one up and say
> softly to BuDa-behind-my-eye, “BuDa, this is a tiny hippopotamus.” I offer
> it carefully to the air. I pick up another Animal Cracker and speak
> confidentially to BuDa-in-my-memory as if revealing a secret between us,
> “BuDa, this is a tiny rhinoceros.” I love watching his keen anticipation.
>
> He takes each Animal Cracker gently into his mouth and chews it with
> relish. He knows that I usually offer just two; he hesitates briefly, just
> in case there is a third, then lies down at my feet. By now I am heart
> broken and my tears well up and out and down my cheek.
>
> Yet I give thanks to the Creator of dogs and humans, especially brindle
> Boxers who remind me of the Boxer named Gretchen of my childhood, who died
> chasing a car when I was in fourth grade. She disappeared one day without a
> trace. It was the only time I remember my mother crying. I don't remember
> crying, but perhaps my heart has remembered the deep, unattended sadness.
>
> I have wanted to own a Boxer for many years; unfinished heart work might
> have been calling for attention. So I give thanks to the Creator of human
> emotions, tear glands, the 14,000-year evolution of the human-dog
> partnership, and BuDa, our barely-young-adult Boxer who died of a broken
> heart—a congenital heart disease that left him weak and breathless—on
> January 11, 2025. Sadly, sometimes evolution veers off on mortal tangents.
> It’s a known thing among Boxers.
>
> Thankfully, evolution’s main mission is to find paths that allow all that
> is to change: for lava to become land, for green leaves to create oxygen,
> for animals to survive the chaos of evolving and for human beings, the
> ability to see when it’s time to evolve. When the familiar beloved dies, a
> broken heart can open to something like light that changes us. Plants
> reflexively turn toward the light. For human beings, darkness reveals a
> grand paradox: darkness becomes light and light reveals the way of being
> made new.
>
> I give thanks to the Holy Mysterious Creator for the efficacy of this tiny
> ritual that has brought tears to my eyes, memories to my mind, life and
> depth to my heart and the conviction that I can become the one I have
> always yearned to be.
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> David
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> —
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> David Dunn
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